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Vicissitudes

by Autocatalytica

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Poesy Rider
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Poesy Rider Et si Devin Townsend et The mars volta jouaient ensemble au sein d'un projet mathcore ? Voici l'une des nombreuses questions qui m'est venue à l'écoute de cet album de dingue. Vraiment, une sacrée découverte ce groupe ! Favorite track: Turbo Lawnmower.
MindOverFour
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MindOverFour This should be on extreme metal end of the year lists. Every song shows multiple influences so it is tough to generalize. What really blows me away are the vocals and uses of melody. Sort of Mr. Bungle meets grind and math-core--both musically and vocally. It is schizophrenic and extremely creative. Favorite track: Turbo Lawnmower.
flightoficarus (Metal Trenches)
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flightoficarus (Metal Trenches) Dillinger-esqee stretches of technical gymnastics, sudden bursts of The Mars Volta sounding clean vocals, detours into proggy guitar jams.  You will turn so many corners it's going to make your head spin.  One minute you'll be full tilt with truly ferocious screams and dizzying drums, the next you might be catching your breath with a classical guitar solo or grooving to a full jazz instrumental. https://metaltrenches.com/reviews/autocatalytic-asphyxiation-742 Favorite track: Mondoslam.
sixspoons
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sixspoons This album deserves to be heard with headphones and no distractions, purely progressive and extreme. My favourite album of 2020 so far! Favorite track: Turbo Lawnmower.
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1.
Mondoslam 02:41
When every step of my progress Consists of no real change I must observe my inner rodent Flailing in a maze To suffocate underneath the weight of my shameful ways rotten shallow and debased I’ll be a martyr cowering before their Faces contorted to appease your holy whims Tell me why must repression Be intrinsic to escaping fear I will not rest till you’ve told me Where has all the courage gone We used to hold When will we ever come to terms With our baseless legacy of fear We’re unworthy of these Blind castrated martyrs Peddling weakness from the grave An illusion given time is cement that we grind Underfoot as the destitute and ravenous horde helplessly falls in line Blisters crack and boil Lattice made to foil Impulses we demonize
2.
OATS 05:25
Born unsuspecting and filled with high hopes for decay But pleading with every frail tether tTo loosen up Every tremor bathed in doubt It seems to be much easier to integrate doubt into your faith When threatened with a ceaseless terror You’re mired in torrents of dismay, resigned to be a Pawn to the inner voices Don’t look beyond the veil For the chosen one You hold an awareness of the only God is just enough for us all to understand You hopelessly cower where you stand Crystallize the above, defend it from those who stray Watch as all the callous legions falter with their hardened hearts Craving an escape Let us not concern ourselves with their fate Suspicious and estranged rituals that Lay the foundations for centuries of misdirected Hate was never enough to satiate a much simpler goal than this labyrinth we have fabricated Blooooood rains from the eyes of the sedate I'd say there just there’s just no need to draw a line between each and every instance of the personal divine Frail witness You deserve to hold a piece of divinity despite your wretched soul You’ve been cut off from your innocent impulse To search for what awaits beyond As the reverent keep watch, clutching the keys To the sacred channel of the spirit Still I fall short and declare Father I am feeble in your eyes
3.
Uneasy stillness festers At the border of my conscious calculations I’m trembling from the overflow Paralyzed by the waves of fugal vision bearing down on me They’re mocking all of my insignificant designs I hold my place before I start to swallow Don’t Wait for me to prove that any of this warrants understanding I won’t survive making another move away from the source of My only enduring release I will crumble as I embrace Basking in the shadow of the spiral in the sky I clench my fists in horror as prophets cry It’s far too late to repent for all the Thoughtless and destructive ways we've Integrated without considering the loss I’m holding on by a thread but its caught In the tangles of your hope So all we can do now is just laugh At the deep absurdity of what we try to make last
4.
Skytown 05:13
I’m not waiting for the blood to settle in it’s course I’ll bide my time as I languish at the source of My transitory relief but it crumbles Before I even get a chance to breathe I want nothing more than to hold permanence by the throat As the equation resolves it’s force All my actions are ritualized I’m content to follow every foggy notion Of a subtle grand design Bow for I alone shall receive the maps to the infinite teaching And obviously all questions are beyond me Safe inside the motions we both bite our tongues it was arrogant to think we had begun to unlock A fortified trove of insight that abandons it’s code Without a stake in any legacy Somehow we both still believe we’ll be Spared the torment
5.
Plockjen 04:15
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Tractordeath 04:20
When the weather starts to turn Weightless I’ll remain on the wings Which carry me above your petty pain So don’t whisper my destruction while I’m doing just fine on my own Biding time with answers hidden on display without a guilty conscience to decay, My bacchanal and childish revelry I indulge until the self I knew is Gone, barren as the Moon I’ve taken to be vital, still the sun it comes too soon Voices all spin as vomitory visions paint the walls Imploding penetrations of this throbbing fear assault Grasping for anything to secure my long occluded self I don’t need any help I’ll do just fine by myself Gone, jealous and marooned Sputtering and vile, still the sun it brings my ruin I’ve wasted, all my precious time withered in a fever of my unholy design So when the glass has settled and dissolved I’ll tremble through the thaw Won’t somebody save me from the demons I have worked so hard to invoke
7.
Molten Teeth 03:54
I bring an offering of molten teeth They’re glistening and eagerness to chew your glassy disease But my promises were written in a pompous blood so won't beware of the night that cradles every ageless centipede An acrobatic surgical defeat compromises all my spinning questions boiled in their seats I turn my lungs away, as you beckon to pull me back, I will resolve to play Colossal panic keeps me warm As I witness you choking swiftly Your porcelain visage so deformed Incantations thoroughly betrayed By a shroud of nicotine gravy One syringe full of your mane and I’m a Cluster of lesions wobbling through your dorsal cave Drape your favourite tentacles in Thorny robes convulsing in a spinal reverie Seething with a crass ultimatum I bend my putrid carriage Pray for the swarming dogs convulsing in the clouds Lobotomize the flood in a hail of scabs We offer up our lesions for your decrepit insufflation You told me I could be of help to ease your metric licking So open wide don’t flinch or else The venom won’t hesitate
8.
Saurington 01:37
9.
Jizz Blister 01:22
Why is it so fucking immeasurably difficult For you to comprehend My innermost desire is to seek the truth The signs are plain on the walls of this melting void If i’m sober than so are you Don’t question the message in this circus of fog this wisdom descended from within the hallowed projections We so relish to call our precious insight You’re just fundamentally lazy And do you actually call this bullshit mustard? Why am i wasting time with this frail ruse Blameless despite all the accusations that we defy I am not just a puppet for your lies shut the fuck up I’m telling you i’m not fucking tripping
10.
That sudden itching question burns in me To see beyond the pale This liquid lacks a warning sign evading every word I have to explain I’ve just barely sipped the water as it starts to boil Now there’s no turning back from fringe As I’m uncontrollably shivering with the certainty The rigid lightning coats my spine Leaving me whimpering at the whims of the divine Running in a spiral of these dead end fractals There’s just no hope to be alone I’m so worn down, but i just can’t let go Until the cycle finally completes, its frantic loop, I’m such a glutton for disintegration My hubris knows no petty borders To deny my ego death I wont rest before i complete the cycle And I shall return to confront this demon once again I will be back but i don’t know how much will remain Of the person who occupied this meatsleeve before there’s just some things you can’t unseen once you’ve fully dissolved the door has been obscured inside the endless chaotic divide You can never escape your self Every face is a mirror to project So you thought you could drive this Were you not listening to me? Whimpering like a pathetic child Look me in the eyes Look at me boy PAY ATTENTION PAY ATTENTION YOU’RE NOT PAYING ATTENTION YOU’RE NOT PAYING ATTENTION
11.
Hushed up the constant noise to find A remedy still repressed Undress the wound in silent terror Trembling as you regress Waiting out the aching tremors Each fear manifests it’s relentless assault It’s a ruthlessly persistent spiral taunting me in my pathetic feeble resolve As I plumb the depths Of my torturous pattern of wasted time A sputtering child robbed of all his creature comforts As the anchors dissolves Convulsing between shrouded fleshy fragments Of a life equations couldn’t solve A blurred out picture lingers on the way To the light that could draw him back I gave up all the colour to redefine my name Silence dwells upon the edge of the blade Buried beneath the craving Impermanence will reign Nothing you could say will ever satisfy The bottomless desire of life within the hive You are just a pawn to sit and observe the wheel So when you approach the fountain do so with the utmost respect
12.
13.
The sullen voice resounds a heavy message So I collect myself Looking for a way to fit the faceless pieces Against this foreign background, still I know You are not gone But you have lost a say in the voice that will carry you on I move inside my own sick stillness Trying to confront the void you've become Without a choice at all Stay close to those who make every endless day A little easier to feign apathy at bay we’re all lost and fragile As the waves swelling on frigid and flickering The crowd dissolves again and the Words make way for the sickeningly guttural Silence drowning me Without a choice at all you are loved beyond all reason we could fathom Called beyond before we had a chance to figure this out We can’t see the forest for the trees
14.
Hexadrizzle 07:00
The moment falls into the hollow Rehearsal of vacuity And just I’m an obstinate witness to survey Each petty reason to compartmentalize All your unforgivable transgressions against our fleshy hive Fail to notice the web of experience tracing involuntary reactions through a complex hormonal battlefield Arbitrarily solidfying inspecific notions chained to momentary animal lapses of reason Irrevocably judged before my pristine filter At least you’ll always know where you stand In accordance with my shifting whims My fear is encased in projected failure Don’t you dare invalidate my emotional conceit, It’s all i have I been lurking around these grounds for a long ass time boy You won’t pull one over on me you little arrogant Uncultured narrow fucking plebian Where exactly do you get off A noble impulse barely buried but just deep enough So simple to be deceived, just lightly grasp the fragile string Pulling us helplessly caught in the headlights of our cardiac gravity Slowing the impact the deepening scream The tires wail forward to erase Intrinsically transfixed we’re unwillingly Counting the bloodstains,cementing the mold So what’s a wasted day compared to whats at stake As we approach the chortling void Show me an escape from the ritualistic Building the fortress just to shake off the toll And if its all a ploy just to simulate I am the keeper of all that is absurd and joyous within myself Recommencing our programmed obsolete routine Joyous and completely obscene But I won’t dare to consider the alternative To our recursive scheme its a nightmare Scenario blarga blarga blarga blooble boop Slow down, as if you’ve got some place to be You’re so eager to confront the encroaching design Just take your time I’m not rushing, there’s just no point draining away The little time given by the fleshy hive
15.
16.
When the walls have been worn down you can see for miles Where is the adversary to your kind And what you hold so tight is no exception To the ignorance you’ve sworn to fight Yeah I know it’s pathetic but it feels so good know That I’m invoking demons hidden beneath all our skins Feeding the purge Grant me my Eyes and staple them closed So I may remain disposed to petulance in all it's forms Drop your infantile facade You fucking cowards will only tread on conquered ground Whatever happened to your inner need for Violence unrestrained In the name of brutality we’re playin it safe Don’t forget we’re all essentially the same band Stop conjuring these useless demons from your juvenile disdain your apathy is born of privilege still the anguish stakes a heavy claim We all just want to feel something more than this fallacy Thats been forced down all our gullets starving for the only true ideal

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released December 9, 2016

Vocals/Guitars/Mixing/Bass(Tracks 9,12,16) - Eric Thorfinnson
Guitar(Tracks 5 & 15) - Erik Sorensen
Drums - Emmett Ceglia
Bass - Will Purcell
Guitar Solos on Tractordeath and Turbo Lawnmower - Charlie Bloom

Drums Recorded/Engineered by Marc Alan Goodman @ Strange Weather, Brooklyn New York
Guitars and Bass recorded @ Village Road Studios, Morristown New Jersey
Vocals recorded in my mom's basement
Mastered by Alan Douches
Artwork by Rachel Lindover

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Autocatalytica is a bubbling cauldron of scatter-brained prog-metal insanity helmed by Guitarist/Vocalist Eric Thorfinnson

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